Hypocrite

She's such a hypocrite,
She prepared herself for the worse, yet she broke down and cried when the truth is exactly like what she anticipated

She's such a hypocrite,
Smiling and being happy for those who triumph while signs of jealousy started to show up in her heart

She's such a hypocrite,
People ask her whether she's okay, and "okay" was what she said.
Little did they know, she starts to cry whenever she's on her own

She's such a hypocrite,
Being grateful for having someone else to represent her major,
But the voice deep down her heart kept saying, "Why can't I be the one?"

She's such a hypocrite,
She keep telling herself that she will never be worthy enough,
Then at the same time, she is still comparing herself to others who are better than her

She's such a hypocrite,
She thinks that it would only be fair for things to turn out like this,
Yet she keep trying to find something that could be at fault,
That maybe the world is being unfair, and she kept being the victim

She's such a hypocrite,
Brushing off her friends' concerns and making up excuses
When the only thing she wants is to be alone with all of her regrets and disappointment

She's such a hypocrite for herself,
Incapable of being honest and ends up mixing the emotions that she actually feels, and the one that she should be expressing.

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